I turned back to this humble blog of mine which I have abandoned for so many months; in these testing times for me personally, I have no one to share my thoughts, no one would understand my anguish and my fear, my dis-pare and my heart aches; yet again I have to live another heart break and this came and went in a blink of an eye. For some reason I got too serious about the people around me who comes along and prayed on me; I thought I was the sitting giant waiting for my pray, but little that I know, I was being swallowed and the regurgitated back like a bad medicine.
They say there is no measure or limits for LOVE but yet something that I felt so strong about was to only fall apart for reason I'm not even sure off. I feel worthless in front of their eyes, I feel betrayed by their trust, their words; no matter what I do, things will not change when it's a one way traffic from the start; I should have seen this coming and I have only to blame my self for being blinded by lies, all of it was in front of me yet u choose not to see them.
Now I'm left alone at 4:30 in the morning typing this down; no one can see or feel; I only have you my blog; you should have warn me...
They say there is no measure or limits for LOVE but yet something that I felt so strong about was to only fall apart for reason I'm not even sure off. I feel worthless in front of their eyes, I feel betrayed by their trust, their words; no matter what I do, things will not change when it's a one way traffic from the start; I should have seen this coming and I have only to blame my self for being blinded by lies, all of it was in front of me yet u choose not to see them.
Now I'm left alone at 4:30 in the morning typing this down; no one can see or feel; I only have you my blog; you should have warn me...
