it ain't real..

well, it's like missing the biggest call of your life but only it was a damn miss call, all those years I thought they were for me, that smile; I don't remember anyone being behind me!! just seems like a prank that you played on me. All that I felt was they seem real to me and was hoping for the real thing; guess heaven seems the next best thing, just like the song "would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven :) lol..